Switched on the t.v. , tried reading a book, tried going out to
shop, tried household, nothing interested me not even our
hero WATS up lol . I was totally restless.
Was just trying to reconcile myself with lot of efforts. Efforts
to be busy, efforts to get involved in things , efforts to forget few realities
as if they never exists, effort to say all is well ( thanks to movie - 3
idiots, it does help many a times but not every time)
Chill guys its not that my world has thrashed, or i am badly
broken, or that something irreparable has happened to me, or that i am very
down and helpless NO.....it’s just something in my life which is extremely
important is being delayed, delayed not by me but by the Almighty god.
Now you know when he is in charge you go to just sit back and take
his orders. Here i was waiting for his orders and he doesn't seem
to be in mood to give them to me.
There are few waits in our lives which make us drained out,
twitchy, we start either hoping too much or loose hope at all, we crib, we mourn,
we just can’t wait to experience it. Be it to get through a competitive exam by trying
for n no of times, waiting for a Yes in love, waiting to get married (I m sure
this category will interest many of my readers and they would smile
inside .lol), waiting to experience parent hood, waiting for a long time disease
to cure, waiting to have your own home, waiting to get promotion, waiting for a
dream holiday overseas and waiting to ……..?????? The list is endless… Trust me the
feeling is just unbearable and agonizing, after all we are “Homosapiens” the
most impatient species.
Each one of us has gone through this situation and will keep on
going through many such situations in future.
Human
desires are eternal….and for Sure their chase make us
vulnerable.
The
ugly fact is that more then us the discriminatory and hypocrite society makes us more
curious, agitated and guilty for what we have not
been able to acquire in our life. Be it getting married, having a baby, being
successful in career, being unsuccessful in relationship, behaving in certain
situations and lots more… they have their own set society parameters/norms and
if incase if you are not able to meet
them, boy! You are a focus of their tittle-tattle. They can suffocate you.
Why can’t we have our own targets/desires according to our mental
strength and capabilities and why can’t we be just fine on not achieving them?
Why are we so much drawn affected to met those stupid parameters and hurt
ourselves mentally like a dupe?? Why we have to prove to the society that what
we are normal people? Why are we so much in hurry to prove them wrong and only
then take a comforted breath? Why can’t we sit back and be relaxed if something in
our lives is meant to get delayed or can even never happen? Does that mean the
end of the road? the end of a happy
life?
Our own desires instead of motivating us to achieve them becomes a
compulsion to be achieved in limited time period eventually pulling us towards
despair, sadness and
repeated breakdowns.
Let it be just your own desire with only your right on it to
fulfill when, how, where?
If you achieve it- excellent!
Good for you but if you cant, its okie ,note that you still have loads
of things which might be longing desires of others around you . Feel lucky!
Think over it!
“Always remember there
is nothing wrong with you, in fact there is a lot wrong with the world you live
in So Chase your desires freely and not being in compulsion”
Stay Blessed - Goodluck -J
